Thursday, 10 February 2011

025; Unfold me..

Psychiatric finally called back regarding the DBT treatment. I've been waiting for over a year now. I really need this, now more than ever, because I'm at my breaking point. Now I only have to stick it out for two more weeks.. Then the process will begin. At least there is a bit of hope.

Sindri, my oldest brother, comes down here this weekend; he's only staying briefly for a job interview, but it coincides with my birthday and I could really use the company. (I don't have any plans for my birthday--I see no reason to celebrate.)

Ouch, I have lost myself again
Lost myself and I am nowhere to be found,
Yeah, I think that I might break
I've lost myself again and I feel unsafe

Monday, 7 February 2011

024; you were always singing along..

You're using your headphones to drown out your mind.

I wish I could just sleep. I love that moment when you wake up and the bed is so cozy and the sun is shining in through the blinds and for a second, your troubles are gone, then you fall blissfully back asleep.

When I wake up again, it would be spring.

Songs I've been listening to a lot lately:
Wintering by Laura Gibson
My Head Never Sleeps by Lovers
Cold White Sheets/Empty Bed by Sea Oleena
Your Rocky Spine by Great Lake Swimmers
Fake Empire by The National